Where is it leading me?

I do not know why I am here in Cagayan de Oro city and there was some kind of hope that something was going to change. Well, there were great changes in store for me but these turned out to be changes in my internal life. I did not see any outward changes at all. I seemed to find some really good things. I learned about microorganisms and I cultured them and spread their goodness all around.

Still, Cagayan de Oro city has been pretty good but the main theme of my life keeps repeating and I get no respect at all. Maybe I should stop thinking about getting any respect. There seems to be a dearth of it in this miserable life. I really can't complain. I have been in worse situations and my condition, though it can be categorized as being in dire straits is not really so bad. Why should I complain?

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