Saturday, October 04, 2008

Where is it leading me?

I do not know why I am here in Cagayan de Oro city and there was some kind of hope that something was going to change. Well, there were great changes in store for me but these turned out to be changes in my internal life. I did not see any outward changes at all. I seemed to find some really good things. I learned about microorganisms and I cultured them and spread their goodness all around.

Still, Cagayan de Oro city has been pretty good but the main theme of my life keeps repeating and I get no respect at all. Maybe I should stop thinking about getting any respect. There seems to be a dearth of it in this miserable life. I really can't complain. I have been in worse situations and my condition, though it can be categorized as being in dire straits is not really so bad. Why should I complain?

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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Controlling the mind

Controlling the mind is not a walk in the park. It needs the cunning of the ninja because the mind is cunning. It needs the reflectivity of still waters, the strength of being resilient because conflict comes in many forms and the mind is the master of conflict. The mind can be controlled and this is done by being constant about things. Observing something to lead to disastrous results and recognizing it to be such, a precursor of disaster will warn one of venturing into that whirlpool of catastrophe. I am learning to watch and observe things and when certain patterns emerge I examine those patterns and if they are not good then I stay from them. I break the pattern. This is difficult to do because we are all creatures of habit and our minds always take familiar routes even when those routes lead to unhappiness.

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Anyway, here's Cagayan de Oro City with another one: Cagayan de Oro City. My Cebu City site has made pr1, surprise, surprise. Dumaguete is still in the boondocks as far as Google goes but Dumaguete has made some headway. Jai Alexander rocks!

There is always: Ching's Way and Ching's Web along with Ching's Best and Ching's Illusion. Way to go, Ching!

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

Another round of experiments

What is it about my experiments? Are they arbitrary? Do I just declare something to be an experiment whenever something that I want to find does not show on the search pages? I think that my experiments are largely ad hoc and without any scientific structure whatsoever. I do not even do it in a controlled way.

Still, it occupies me and later on I may stumble upon the results of my experiments and be pleasantly surprised. This could be it, sowing the seeds of some future pleasant surprise!

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Monday, December 03, 2007

I like to sleep when things are unclear

I have been feeling tired and drowoy lately. This is understandable because I have been doing a lot of work and my eyes get tired from staring at the computer monitor. I should get an LCD monitor if I could afford it, but I cannot bear to part with this old monitor which still has a lot of life left in it. Nothing much is happening and the things that I had been banking on have not really jelled as I had expected. So I am feeling drowsy, a little less than lousy and I watch a lot of TV but I fall asleep in front of it so I see very little of the shows. It's time that is getting me down. The year is ending and nothing has happened to make me believe that it will be a good year ahead of me.

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Everything could change in an instant, I know that but until that thing that causes instantaneous change comes, I will just have to feel drowsy and a little bit lousy. In actuality, things could really be better than I take them to be, maybe I just don't realize it yet. There might be some surprises waiting for me around the corner. So for now, I will just have to content myself with feeling drowsy but not too lousy.

Our favorites are: Ching's World, Green Tea, Dumaguete, Cebu City, Cagayan de Oro City, Papoy, Moira Trinity Cagayan de Oro, Dumaguete, Cebu are all in the Philippines in the world of Ching.

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

Come in to my dream

I have a dream, an illusion perhaps, some play that is acted out in my mind and it keeps me going even when there seems to be nothing in sight. I care not for the reality around me because I am creating reality in my own mind and it is my dream to one day bring this reality to the fore of everybody else's reality. We all have our dreams and the shy among us fear that others will ridicule their dreams. Nothing could be more wrong. We all have our dreams and we deserve respect for them. I have a dream which nobody else shares. It does not matter at all that this is the case. My fingers were encrusted with uric acid that has crystallized in the cavities of my finger joints. They hurt and would not move the way I wanted them to. Then I saw a piano and the dreams of my youth came back. I stretched my fingers and bent them and moved them this way and that and melted away the encrusting crystals of uric acid and my fingers now move with a little more dexterity.

Come into these sites: Squeak Smalltalk Adventure, The Ordinary Life, Politics: Divine Right of Kings and Presidents, Creation, Life, Consciousness.

Let me dream. Let me see something better than the drab reality all around me. I dream and sometimes they let me down but it does not matter at all. I will simply adjust my dream and let other dreams less lofty take its place and make my reality a little more bearable.

Our favorites are: Ching's World, Green Tea, Dumaguete, Cebu City, Cagayan de Oro City, Papoy, Moira Trinity Cagayan de Oro, Dumaguete, Cebu are all in the Philippines in the world of Ching.

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

More Dreams, More Sleeping

To dream with eyes open is a good way to dream. One dives deep into the sub-conscious and see what can be found there. This could merely be called daydreaming and well it may be. However, something creative could be happening, thoughts or images could be arranged and rearranged to form new mental entities. Does this activity have any bearing at all on reality? Are imaginings the activities of the deluded? A sign of mental instability perhaps? What do we really know about the mind and its inner workings?

When I was younger, I did not like to sleep. I felt that sleeping was such a waste of precious time. I think perhaps that I was wrong, that sleeping has something to do with renewing one's tools for dealing with reality and waking life. And, sleeping invariably involves dreaming.

Ching's World is a dream. New dreams are now posted on its pages: bands from Cagayan de Oro City while a Members Gallery has photos of Ching's World members. Visit the Philippines. Come to Dumaguete.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

The mind never sleeps

The mind keeps on working, churning out thoughts, pictures, smells and words that never seem to end. One thought, one image leading to another in endless succession and the ego chases after these thoughts and images without letup but never really able to catch them or hold them long enough to make real sense of who or what they are. The Buddhists have likened the mind to a thought machine that must keep on producing thoughts that in turn push and impel the ego to possess and act upon. The Taoists have identified certain internal organs in the human body to be the seat of emotions and feelings i.e. the kidneys are the seat of fear, the lungs control sorrow, the stomach houses anxiety, the heart holds court over love while anger finds shelter in the liver.

While Western science and philosophy place all cognitive thought in the brain which might be the obvious place for controlling them, Oriental sciences recognize that the human person is an integral being and cannot be dichotomized into the western style of a man having body and soul. Indian philosophy recognizes a much more realistic idea of man as a whole being with everything being a facet or layer of mind. Hence, Tantrik Philosophy accepts seven layers of the mind with the lowest layer being the body, also called "the food layer" and the highest layer of the Causal mind is called "Hiranmaya kosa"

If we accept that mind is indeed more complicated than being merely a part of the body-mind dichotomy, we must therefore confront ourselves with the idea that there are areas of the mind which transcend that of our own unit mind or the mind that is bounded by our ego. Could that Transcendent mind be shared by all unit minds? Carl Jung caught a glimpse of it and called it the Unconscious though he could not describe it adequately. Sigmund Freud correctly guessed that dreams had a major impact on a person's life although he never really understood the mechanism of dreams.

Much of western research including that of Pavlov and the behaviorists were mostly based as are most of western philosophy on the excursions of the mind using that facility called the Intellect. Much if not all of western discussions, dissertations and research including dialectics and existentialism are based on the Intellect and the ability to Reason. Any researches into the Intuition has been relegated to the s0-called Paranormal investigations. Many of these researches focused on the fanciful and magical befitting more a carnival show than serious research. The Russians pursued this line of research more vigorously as did the Americans in secret facilities in order to find uses for it in warfare.

It is only recently that serious attention has been paid to Intuitional Sciences that have been practiced for thousands of years in India, Tibet and China. The Tantrik yogis of Tibet have developed the skill to control their Manipura Chakra which controls the element of fire to regulate their body temperature such that they are able to withstand the sub-zero temperatures of the Humalayas without wearing heavy clothing. They were known as the "sky-clad yogis" being garbed only in thin cotton sheets. In recent demonstratons, modern-day yogis who have mastered techniques developed thousands of years ago, were able to dry up wet blankets placed over them using only their body temperatures to evaporate the water-logged fabrics and these demonstrations were performed in freezing temperatures with the yogis wearing nothing but loincloths.
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For mental health, try meditation.